It doesn't take too many experiences in life for one to realize that life is seemingly short.
It's a workshop journey of ups and downs of dramatically varying degrees for each soul.
I truly wish to stop placating my useless fears-including worries and insecurities (which are all fear).
My life is fresh and with meaning, like the cool sweet air of Georgia pines, the thrill of winding Virginia roads, the discovery of vultures on tombstones, the communing with strangers on college pavements, the joy of bats under street lights, and the true and deep happiness in all of my relationships.
Yes fear, I have been scared of changing. I have built my life around you & I am starting to see why.
I must let you go and know that I will be fine.
I shall preserve throughout this existence into whatever journey I take elsewhere.
It doesn't matter if I will lay sleeping, waking or no more.
It matters only that I do not care for these worries and only care about the love and joy I have right now.
I will always have things to work through, but my name is Amanda and I can do it as long as I try.
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